I'm so fucking pissed and in love and tired and sore and horny and fuck this fuck this fuck this.
I hate these kinds of feeling overloads. And I hate even more that the only way to get rid of it is to fight or run.

I'm going for a run.


COCK!

I just laughed incredibly hard and got a huge boner from it.
Which actually makes sense to me for some reason...

But still, what the fuck!

Today it is raining. I'm bored out of my mind, but my mom is renting Walk the Line so I can finally see it! Super cool.
Finally finished watching Trainspotting on Megavideo. It was exellent.

My voice of reason tells me that the idea of people automatically getting much cooler and funnier as they get older is probably just bullshit, but it sure seems not to be.

These are my bad habits I'VE noticed:
-Biting my nails. (since I was 8... nonstop)
-When I hit people to much for no reason in 7th and 8th grade. I kicked that one!
-Talking for people.
-Not doing school.
-Pot.
-Thinking that because I'm happy and I have everyone I need in life, it's okay to just ditch the friends you think aren't important. False.
-Being loud.
-Forgetting to care about other people's objects and breaking them.

I was in the shittiest mood last night.

Right now, I'm on top of the world. I feel so good. It's kickin rad.

My friends do not hang out with eachother anymore. Ever. As a result, we never hang out as a group, which is one of like, four things I enjoy doing.

Sam only hangs out with Carter and Adrienne. He's friendly with me though.

Evan only hangs out with Sam. And the garage is "closed" (which means Beth got pissed, but we could get it back if we tried and had Evan's support, which we DO NOT) this possibly-might be the reason nobody hangs out anymore.

Will goes home at 4:30 and can rarely hang out on weekends.

It just sucks. I dunno. I'm having a very bad last 45 minutes. Couldn't tell you what's going on. Maybe someone pissed me off and I don't realize it yet.

I like playlists that have both Otis Redding and Wu-Tang.